A lot has changed for me in the last few months. I lost myself and then my grandfather . The truth is that I havent really found myself yet. The things that mattered before dont really matter as much anymore. I love my church and volunteering. I love learning and knowing about Jesus and watching my kids grow in that. I just not loving myself too much right now.
I had the past and the present behind me or at least I thought so. Things have a way of shoving themselves back into your life when you are most vulnerable. Now I am slowly trying to let go of the things that are holding me back. Todays message was awesome as it always is. My only problem is that I am not sure I really want to hear what God has to say or maybe he has already said it and I wasn’t listening. I dont really know the answer to that one. I just know that I have to keep asking the right questions.
